Im becoming very angry again...but the good kind....the kind of anger that makes me happy....

I broke my hand at the party and it hurts real bad cuz i hit it at work too...whatever it keeps me on my toes....plus...thats not the only thing I broke at the party.

But anyway...I think im starting to get back to my old mind set....the one before all those whores who fucked with my head....which isnt neccisarily good....but its alot better than the mind set Ive been since spring....

Yeah that fire that burned inside of me... the "chivalrous" one...yeah its a blaze again....and i feel this is a good thing...

This anger Im feeling...is cleansing...my mind feels free agin and like all my sins are being forgiven....this is good....

lol Im even starting to handle girls the same way I used to...which is better than I have been...yeah maybe this is that thing ive been forshadowing for a while...

But I do have to make a hard choice....and i might hurt someone I care for deeply...but it is something I must do...or Ill cause even more pain...but they will not understand that....so once again we must be the bad guy...one last time...and then we can be clean agin for ever....yes...yes we can......

Yes....KamBam will be himself again for the first time in a verry long time...

And he will faith back....his faith in Nazdur and Burgal.






On lighter subject Im gunna draw a picture of Venom...itll be good...I promise...
Im also gunna tell my boss how its gunna be...

REJOICE!!!